Or alternately titled:
Why I Love Fall But Not Falling
One never knows when their mother
will fall flat on her face.
Last Sunday, gorgeous weather
and Autumn-colored trees lured us outside. I took four girls and Tucker (our
dog) hiking at St. Peter’s Dome. I love doing things I love with
people I love.
The overflowing parking lot meant
others had the same bright idea. I hoped the top of the trail wouldn’t be
congested. We like to sit quietly up there and drink in the awesome view. Tucker
would probably put a kink in our mountaintop cogitations. Taking a number might
further dilute the experience.
Ruth (Christina’s friend) took
off running. I cannot fathom running a hike. Running is for track meets and pottytraining
toddlers, not for trails that start out wide and easy and gradually get narrow
and difficult. I assumed she’d run the easy part and walk the hard part. (Turns
out she ran the whole way, doubled back to meet Kiah and Anna, then walked back
up again.)
Kiah, Anna, and Tucker took
off at a brisk pace. Christina walked with me.
I love the forest. Fresh air.
The soft, sweet scent of pine. Creek sounds. Crackling leaves. Gnarled roots.
Wildflowers. The contrast of blue sky and autumn leaves.
I always struggle the second
mile and wonder if it’s worth it. I’m thankful to be twenty pounds lighter than
my last hike there. Last year, my elbows, hips, and knees hurt. This year they
don’t.
The North Country (hiking/backpacking) Trail goes through this forest. I
can’t imagine navigating those narrow, twisting trails, stones, roots, and drop-offs
with a backpack on.
After carefully picking my
way through an extended maze of black tree roots and fording a shallow creek, I
commented to Christina, “Too bad the forest service doesn’t put boardwalk
through these hard parts. They’re inaccessible for many people.”
We reached the top, and yes,
it’s definitely worth it. The view is always amazing, but even more so with fall
colors. More people than normal sat at the top but everyone except Tucker understood that
this was a quiet spot.
Kiah said she was proud of
me. “You’re in good shape and you’re holding up well. I’m glad you came.”
I swelled with pride. Yes,
hiking felt good. Yes, I was holding up. Yes, I went with the girls, unlike
their Dad who stayed home to watch football.
On the way down, Ruth ran off again. Kiah and Anna went ahead and
Christina hung back. I told her she didn’t need to wait for me.
“I’m staying with you,” she
said firmly. “I want to make sure you’re okay.”
Hmmpf!! That didn’t sit well.
For twenty-seven years I had looked out for them. Since when had things switched
and now I needed to be looked out for?
Five minutes later,after walking two miles up
and one mile back, and being uber careful through the obviously tricky parts,
on an easy downhill incline, I tripped over
a small protruding rock and smashed hard into the ground.
IT HURT!!! I could hardly
breathe. For once, I didn’t care if anyone saw me fall. Pain overruled other
thoughts, and I desperately hoped nothing had broken.
Christina yelled down the
trail, “Kiah! Get back here now!”
Christina knelt beside me. “Don’t
move until I check everything.” she commanded. First born, second-year nursing
students are like that.
My left knee hurt the worse.
At first I couldn’t move my knee or think around the pain. I had also smashed my
right hand trying to brace myself.
Kiah and Anna ran back, alarmed to see their mother crumpled on the trail, lying on her side, with her head
pointing downhill. Approaching hikers stopped to help.
The group helped me get up,
and though it hurt something fierce, I could walk. Christina found me a walking
stick and I limped the last mile. All three girls stayed close by. Christina
said, “See, Mom. This is why I wanted to keep an eye on you. I’m also thinking
we need to carry a first-aid kit on future hikes.”
Kiah drove home and I limped
into the house and collapsed on the couch. My knee had swollen and I had a
headache. I took a bath and Ibuprofen. My knee could barely bend and I needed
help getting dressed and upstairs.
I spent Monday in bed with a headache
and all-over soreness. I limped until Friday and each day feels a little better,
though it’s still hard doing stairs and getting in and out of cars.
Definitely a humbling
experience. To go, in a matter of seconds, from the exhilaration of fall hiking
and being outdoors to smashed knee, road rash, and lying in the dirt. To make it
through the hard part, only to fall in an easy part. To be annoyed at Christina
for watching out for me, then to need her help this week.
I’m thankful I didn’t fall on
the way up because we would have turned back and missed the view. I’m thankful
Christina was nearby. She’s gifted with the ability to take charge in
emergencies and quickly assess what needs done. I’m thankful I didn’t need to
be carried that last mile. I’m thankful my family took good care of me this
week.
I fractured my left knee years
ago, so I’m glad I didn’t mess up my good right knee. I’m thankful my kids are
old enough to fend for themselves, so I could convalesce without our house
falling apart.
I’m thankful I got hurt doing
something fun. I could have tripped in the grocery store. Or taking out garbage, or mowing the lawn. At
least I got hurt doing something I enjoy.
I’m bummed to miss the rest
of fall hiking. The girls went hiking again today and I took a nap. Last week I
felt fifty, this week I feel sixty.
I’ll just need to be more
careful from now on. Even if it means wearing bubble wrap to hike, I’m hoping there
are many more fall-free hikes in my future.